Bohemian  melancholy

"I do not know what I need exactly, but at least I have a sense of what I do not want

I think I do not want to live as an adult or a child or with your concepts of life, I just want to find a new concept which i can call mine , a new theory or a law of life ,as then I can go beyond of what I created by my self,it's little complex I know, but see,I have to defeat what I think and own, to become selfless, to be free, to be free from my own self,and you know why? , the greatest expectation of my life is finding a place where I do not belong to anybody or anything, not even to me, that is where one gets wings!!!

so then, I would be able to fly

I want to fly, that is my only dream"

percentage of saying all the above is 0,you'll think i'm insane, that is why I do not wish to explain anything to you, that is why I say "time will solve everything" while knowing there is no problem to be solved, this is not a problem but a solution, a solution hundreds of human generations were looking for, this is an obsession, (omg no, I'm  not having a crush on some other boy), this love and obsession is not for one or two individuals,  this is for millions of men and women and children , from Adam and Eve to you and me, all the sinners and sin.

To be continued (due to mosquito attacks)